my haphazard thoughts

an agony of doubt.
emotional imbalance?
flashbacks of the 'good times'.
the 'good times' that have now been lost.

Things have changed since the new sem commenced.
CHANGES, coping with it is definitely not easy.
yet, changes are vital for growth.
ohh no! i'm in a whirl.
a bad state.
full of contradictions.
my thoughts are so random.
all i know is that i'm feeling lousy.
enough said.
'social inequality'

a lonely night in hall as roommate chia has adjourned to bishan.
she had stuff to attend to.

On a lighter note, a lil jap boy, named 'Kota' appeared at my doorstep at 6plus.
adorable chatty 2yr old.
he was my company for the rest of the day
He sticked to me till 10pm before i sent him to his doorstep.
He lives in the same block as me, in a bigger room,with his elder brother and his parents who are professors in NTU.
he's just soooo CUTE!
i'll post his pic soon : ) : )

i wanna see him again tmr. hope he'll come to look for me.
my stress-reliever.
baby kota!

a futile attempt @ getting my readings done.
lots of readings piled up.
all i wanna do is jump into bed
and wash away my troubles. haha.
NO! NO! i can't do that.
face up to reality ms.pee.


'you are indispensable'
i miss the Kanektas.

my train of thoughts are in a mess.
apologies for the lack of flow in my entries.
i see different agendas in each para. argh
all typed in different shades of grey.