Al Dente

waterworks

unpleasantries that baffled me.
that got me rooted and poignant for some time.

the heaviness in my heart;
past issues and starking facts
plus my high fever and drowsiness

i was totally sick in the mind, body and soul. what a horrid friday!
when the weak me came into play
and mum got all worried.

i must eat well, consume my vitamins regularly and exercise more.
or the constant naggings would just persist.
*raaaa, for my own good.

Not forgetting qt's every night.

it'll be my only cure. haha


pretense is painful.

the bane of my life

my sensitive nose.

a package deal

all we have to do is to surrender to God?

is that all? what's the catch?

To do it completely requires something we dislike very much: death. Not the death of the body. The body is not the obstacle. The ego is. Self-will is. We fear giving that up even more than we fear giving up our body to death — even though that ego, the thing St. Paul calls "the old man" in us, or the Adam in us, is the cause of all our misery.

chanced upon this amongst the load of readings that nick provided for our perusal.
doubt we'll have time to finish it all. a good reference for me though.

A tiring yet fruitful sunday
led my first connect session with jem, a good experience indeed
bah chor mee at railwaymall with the confirmants
cathecist meeting at 4
beauty world for dinner with the family
moolah spent on some cookbooks : )
dishes which i would like to try my hand at, and that is, if time permits.

second week of school. argh.
gotta start packing my stuff to move back into hall. lazyyy.


my random thought:
Island magazines
laidback, creates an all-dreamy feeling;
the carribeans and the almond beach resorts, bahamas and what nots.
when will that day come? when i can traverse to such beautiful places?

goes a long way.

mox with waan & ryan
1st connect group : ) (my chicken curry)
lynette's back!

it's never easy.

it never is

and it never was.

i want a peace sail.

the past is like an anchor, holding you back.

it seems like everyone around me is not having it good.
we're all sailing on that same sad boat for now.
the only consolation is that we're sorta going thru a rough patch at the same time, being able to relate to each other.
but the worst thing is; we're all deem unfit to actually advise.

we know a rational choice would simplify it all.
but we humans choose to complicate it.

yes we all know,the ultimate purpose and plan has been carved out.
but the path looks rather blurred right now : (
We gonna pick ourselves up ya? we wont let all these get us down so easily.
my girlies and mister DB! we'll lift the anchor, we'll get thru all these : )

we'll study the condition of our hearts.

much loveeee to you all. mox tonight!

i have GOD and that's all that matters!

grow from strength to strength.

all of my days belong to you
you draw me to ur tenderness,

you make me new ,
into ur secret place i will run.
where my heart can be free.


A brand new start, 2007 specific resolutions.

# to lead a god-centered life.

# to do more housework, so my mum does less. haha

# to focus on my final semester

# to serve as a cathecist

# to spread his love to all those around me.

# to spend more time with my family

# to get a gooood job.( goodness, youth chapter over) : ( raaaaaaa.

# to be a wise-spender, a good-saver. hohoho

nye at the airport with the family