i'm lagging

*screams for help

work piled up to the brim.
gonna overflow any minute.
i can understand what Vict is going thru!
procrastinations! loads of them. whats the root cause of all these?
Delving too much into the past?? its just a hindrance at times!
distracts me : (
i need to get that drive and momentum back, fancy me telling her that when im the one that badly needs it too!

shall bury myself in :

1) HS102 journal
2) H20 social class & inequality posts
3) socio backdated readings
4) IFM summaries
5) PPP
6) Advanced corp finance readings plus lagged ones
7) Fyp research

Monday
Lyn came over for a swim once again : ) chitchats with the babe!
Tonia & Jem paid me a visit in hall.
jubilant for those moments ......
and then i get all worried about the work thats piled up. argh.

i need prayers!!!!

Shobi's glamorous 21st

pre-party @ s'poreswimmingclub.
did a collage with the cousins for Shobs.
glad we squeezed time out just for her : )

preparations









Venue: Goodwood park Hotel
Theme: Pretty in Pink (nt really adhered to)

i'm sure Shobi had a blast!
she was superduper suprised!!
she had no inkling at all that there was gonna be a big party in store for her.
all the great liars-in-the-making at her party. haha.

Happy 21st big girl! i'm sure this 21st would definitely be etched in ur memory!
loveyou.

A blizzard of photos

The Pereira's Unite.

my NTU mates

As promised.

photos of Sindee's 21st @ nsrcc : )

night of mirth & merriment!!

black or white/Sindee's glorious 21st/chaletparty

mates nt in pic: Joseph, Weihan & Travis!

looking fwd to Waan's 21st & the orphanage visit with these bunch of loves : )

come to think of it, i have shobi's 21st, Waan's 21st and Jem's 21st all inline, consecutive Sats.
i'm in need of some capital inflow towards the Pee foundation, seriously.

mini-chatters:

Fe: i know you're going thru a rough patch now, but fear not and embrace this struggle ok? for there is so much more ahead of us. i'll be there!

RS: my faithful blog reader right? haha. laments tt i shud have a tag box soon so she can tag! : ) cheer up ms.sunshine! think positively ok? take it easy! hugs

Ryan: hall 16 single room huh! you sure get your way dude!

Lynnie & Val: all e best for ur remaining papers babes! hang in there! have faith : )


the quest for excellence is the journey of a principled person indeed

my haphazard thoughts

an agony of doubt.
emotional imbalance?
flashbacks of the 'good times'.
the 'good times' that have now been lost.

Things have changed since the new sem commenced.
CHANGES, coping with it is definitely not easy.
yet, changes are vital for growth.
ohh no! i'm in a whirl.
a bad state.
full of contradictions.
my thoughts are so random.
all i know is that i'm feeling lousy.
enough said.
'social inequality'

a lonely night in hall as roommate chia has adjourned to bishan.
she had stuff to attend to.

On a lighter note, a lil jap boy, named 'Kota' appeared at my doorstep at 6plus.
adorable chatty 2yr old.
he was my company for the rest of the day
He sticked to me till 10pm before i sent him to his doorstep.
He lives in the same block as me, in a bigger room,with his elder brother and his parents who are professors in NTU.
he's just soooo CUTE!
i'll post his pic soon : ) : )

i wanna see him again tmr. hope he'll come to look for me.
my stress-reliever.
baby kota!

a futile attempt @ getting my readings done.
lots of readings piled up.
all i wanna do is jump into bed
and wash away my troubles. haha.
NO! NO! i can't do that.
face up to reality ms.pee.


'you are indispensable'
i miss the Kanektas.

my train of thoughts are in a mess.
apologies for the lack of flow in my entries.
i see different agendas in each para. argh
all typed in different shades of grey.

and yes, time permitted me to meet lok peishi.
i'm more than glad we met up babe.
control ur expenses ok! haha. dun go berserk on ur vintage collections yea? : )

friendships should be kept in constant repair.
enables it to move to deeper levels.

@ Scotts with psseyy.















stay tuned for the chalet pics!

3 kinds of love:
(amplify ministries)

Eros Love: based upon physical attraction and fulfillment

Phileo Love: friendship love, reciprocal sharing of time, activities & other objects of common fellowship.

Agape Love: a giving love, self-giving in meeting real needs of the other with the purpose of helping the person to become a better, more mature individual.

Love comprises of these three components.
such love, so beautiful aint it?

In this day and age, where physical attraction,materiality and lust seem to manifest.
the adage, ' dont' put all your eggs in one basket'? diversify your risk?
how fragile and delicate it appears when the purpose of love is lost.
its seemingly hard to find love engulfed by this 3 forms above.
but nonetheless, i would love to be loved in this way still :)
eros.phileo.agape.
genuine love.


my saturday:

Good wood park in e morning
and Sin's chalet at night!
Hope to meet ps in between if time permits.

Happy 21st birthday dearest Sindeee!!
100 people expected at ur party huh
happening babe! haha.
have a ball of a time yea!hugs

short reflection:

met with lots of bad encounters and 'close shaves' during the past week
god's really watching over me.
i know he is.
the awesomegod.

all smiles, past events

by the poolside
ryan's bday @ gallery
the sunshine girl
the loonie brother of mine, Marco.
my lovely grandmother

sudden pangs!

sultry weather.
ditzy spells.
cold sweat.
cramps.
that was how i felt 3.5 hrs ago.
it was hell bad.
a heroic experience indeed.

witness to it all, Chia Liyi & mr.Peng Aik.
she was petrified!
Thank goodness she was with me during lunch.
almost blacked out, went to ntu med centre for medication.
laid in the observatory ward for a while before i could walk back.

Thanks for being there for me babe : )
appreciate it lots.
All the best for your Business case Study!

ticket to freedom?

The past few days have been absolutelyawesome!

Reasons as follows:

# i have finally gotten my license after my 2nd try : )
can heave a sigh of relief now as no more $$ would be spent on anymore lessons!!!!
it has certainly burnt a hole in my tiny pocket. haha.
but all's worth it in the end.
my ticket : )
Sadly, i'm still under my dad's supervision for God knows how long!

# Met bestie and Cher at breekos for some catching up before mass.
Finally, a tea-session with those two crazy freaks whom i so dearly miss.
picnic soon?

# Settled down in my hall, finding it pretty cosy now with the carpet n mini table!

# Lessons have been endearing so far, just the first week anyway.

# close shave, almost lost my hp & wallet, thanks to bestie and Waan for being my saviours!i won't be tt lucky the next time round.

# My pretty collage, fitted in a frame, on my table top : )
Heartwarming whenever i look at it, just brings back good memories.

# Dinner at JP, our fav' hangout place with roomie Chia & Lyn.
our conversations can go on and on, once we start, we just can't stop.
comprises of all the spokes of life, from the spiritual aspect to the mental aspect,
the different women issues! : )) From IMH to SDU! hohoho, we rattle!
life coupled with the pains & gains tt come along with it!
How interesting!

# baileys & incredible tales with the hallmates in our 'old folks' living room. (Sher claims)

# Vallybabe is coming over to Ntu tmr !!


the babe and i have sorta decided to attend our hall D&D since its our final year here!
i don't mind since the rest of them are going too. i'm sure we will try to make the best out of it ya!


jubilant me.
Simply summarised in the #'s.

a start of something new..

Tuesnight:

Tonia and Lyn came over to stay : )
Qt by the poolside once again.
lil sharings that made my day.
Thanks babes! another one with Flo & Val soon! : )

Thurs night alone in hall:

Random thoughts just streaming in.

sudden emptiness in me.
life's been good! but i guess i need something fulfilling for an even better than good life.
Somehow, ive been too lazy since stepping down from core, less ministry work, lesser commitments now.
My goal was to focus on my final year but i feel a lack in something still.
join the cathecists? : )) been pondering about it for quite some time now.
i think i can afford some time spent there.
Getting busy and stepping out of that comfort zone makes life just more experiential & worthwhile yea?
Gotta push myself more! *pray for strength
utilising time well and getting busy!
Despite all this, i'm glad tt at the very least ive been exercising!!!!hohoho

Fyp-meet tmr! Fruitful one i hope!

Hold on to patience
I'm sure in time to come, the answer will come!
An answer to get through it all.
Everything will fall into place.
No more deceiving.
Just more believing.

under the moonlight

An exceptionally well-rested day i must say.
Uni starts officially this week but i have no lessons as Wed is a public holiday!
one day week!! *smirks
But gotta add my socio ge and spread out my wednesday,
there goes my one week. Since i'll be staying in hall, i should just spread out my week.


Meeting Waani Waan for brekkies at Can b tmr.
That busy babe has been tied down with her Cac ball stuff.
finally she's free to meet ME!

Headed down to salvation army to look for cheap tables for my room.
Unfortunately, there were none that deserved my liking.
Guess Ikea would be a better choice ! Ikea soon Liyi?
8 mths in our tiny abode with my 'gorgeous' roomie!
Thus, we shud beautify our room babe! conducive and snug environment : )
Visit us soon okay!!

Lil' Lyn & Tonia came over for a swim!!!
Those babes are hilarious tog.
crapping and bitching ard by the poolside.
Making Mon our 'keep fit day' ! *tentatively
prolly head back to hall on Mon nights!
See how long their motivation lasts! hohoho
will be seeing you all again tmr!yay!
Flo & val, ure most welcomed too : )

friendship is like a slow ripening fruit : )
love.

sweetlovings:

Lynettelame: Hope work's been kind to you? endure the few more weeks! at least u have $$ rolling in. Pay us a visit next week ok! missin you.

Bestie: Woman! Hows sims? working hard?Be like Cher, 24/7 on the books!! haha
hope the environment's well-suited for you ya? Embrace the challenges tt come ur way k? love youu

Women's circle: Tues night next session!!??!!! see you all on WED @ de svc team party! : )

The return of Gohanthony!!!!

He finally re-appeared after months? haha

glad to see him though : ) we all missed you so, dude!!

worried when you dint reply our msges!

dun go MIA again ok!

Even if you do, i guess we are prepared? hohoho

Supper with bestie,sophie and Tonia & gohanthony@ railwaymall!

felt so at home and at ease in their presence

we were just laughing & chuckling away @ almost everything

tonia and her 'ah mei' iced tea coupled with her constant bickers with daoni. it was completely hilarious!! 'match made in heaven' ???? haha

thanks for that simply sweeet supper!

Morning was spent @ cali, been eons since i went there.

was with Rs, Sin & the their bf's! Poor them! being coerced to join! haha

Stoopid sales pple spent almost 4 hrs promoting cali to them! They were super pissed off.

On a happier note, i had a good work-out today : )

i need to push myself more! Laziness will just get me nowhere man!

Frankly,i've been enjoying every bit of my holidays : ) a pity it's coming to a dead end.

Anyway, ive gotten my hall.

To our dismay, its not hall 16!

we so wanted a new hall, a new environment and a great new start for our final yr! sighh

But i guess we just gotta be thankful that we bagged a place at the very least.

Looking forward to the next few days!!!!

time to indulge in more merriment!!

Partying with the babes later!

Sleepover @ my place

Gym-ing and frolicking by the pool

& back to hall 4 to confirm our rooms & to make payment on Thurs!!

Which means i've gotta start packing my stuff to move back *raaaaa

troublesome indeed.

Luckily, we've got Lyns to help with our spring cleaning! 2 fans babe! hoho

feeling the surge of tiredness.

shall scoot off to bed now.

cheerios!!!!